First there was darkness and silence. Then the world turned a dim pink, and Kamal heard his heart beat, fast and irregular. The brightness grew until he opened his eyes to find a cluster of bright white lights shining down on him. He was lying on his back, and appeared to be alone in a room with whitewashed walls shrouded in gloom. He lay there on blinking at the bright lights, feeling like he had fallen off the top of a tall mountain and had landed having broken all the bones in his body.
He felt pins and needles all over his body. He tried to flex his fingers and twiddle his toes but nothing seemed to happen. He was alone and the room was quiet. He could hear a low hum in the background, but it was hardly noticeable above his labored breath. He could not recall how long he had been in that room. He had been drifting in and out of sleep.
Kamal dreamt of being the centre of attention in a large party. People congratulating him, shaking his hands and some hugging him. But it all felt very vague, as if something that had happened far enough to someone he barely knew. He felt some movement in the room, a slight shift in the air. He opened his eyes, and saw a shape, about the size of a man, standing in the gloom outside the cone of light from the lamp overhead.
He tried to speak, to call out to the shape, but he couldn’t. His throat felt raw, his lips dry and stuck together. He tried waving his arms, but the wave didn’t progress much more than a twitch of his fingers. More movement, and then his bed began to tilt up. It creaked slowly, raising Kamal to a sitting position.
The figure in the gloom moved forward. Kamal heard the familiar whine of electrical motors and the click of mechanical limbs. A bipedal drone strode into view and stopped a meter away from Kamal’s bed. The drone looked similar in design to the delivery drones that he had seen come and go from his father’s store back in London.
The drone held a brown box and a tray with a tumbler filled with water. It moved forward, and left the items on a table next to Kamal’s bed before disappearing back in the gloom. When he saw the water, he realised just how thirsty he was. It took him a few minutes to figure out how his limbs worked, but he managed to reach over and get himself a drink.
He had a look at the box the drone had left. There was a note attached to it, it was printed:
“You have just finished a long journey. Take some time to rest and recuperate. Keep hydrated. You will hear from us soon.”
Kamal opened the box and saw what looked like granola bars. He managed to eat one before falling back asleep.
This cycle continued a while. The drone would show up with water and food; always granola bars, sometimes apples and oranges. Kamal’s time was spent eating, drinking and sleeping. He could barely remember his name.
After about 24 hours of waking up, the Kamal felt well enough to leave the bed and to explore his room. It was about five meters long and four across. There was a door leading to an empty corridor, and another door leading to a bathroom. The corridor was dark. The only light coming from the lamp above Kamal’s bed and from the small lamp in the bathroom.
Kamal saw himself in the mirror. He looked washed out, shrunken, awful. There were needle marks on his arms and his body simply refused to cooperate in doing the most simple tasks. Walking around, using toilet, all of it was an ordeal. Even worse was the confusion. He knew his name was Kamal, he came from London, his father owned a store, and lived with his brother in London. But he couldn’t tie his memories to his current situation.
The drone was his only companion, but like most drones, it was not particularly companionable. Kamal tried to talk to it, ask it where he was, what was going on, and got nothing. He tried blocking it from leaving, but it would just stand mute and still until Kamal got out of its way.
Kamal decided to follow the drone out of the door and into the corridor. The drone led him through the gloom to a circular security door. Kamal had seen doors similar to these in the entrances to his office block in Uxbridge. The drone walked through, but the door would not let Kamal through. He stood there a little while, tried knocking on the door, even tried shouting to see if there was someone around. But there was nothing but silence.
The next time the drone showed up, it was carrying something that looked like an ancient tablet. It left it on the bedside table along with Kamal’s food and was gone, motors whining and the ambulatory mechanism clicking down the corridor. Kamal picked up the tablet. The glass screen was dark. There was a single button mounted on the bezel. When he pressed button, the tablet came to life:
“Hello. This is a non-interactive device. This device will sound an alarm in 8 hours. Please rest until then. Follow all subsequent instructions.”
Kamal tried prodding the button again, he tried swiping up and down, right and left and nothing happened. The tablet displayed the same text, and a timer counting down the eight hours. There wasn’t anything else to do but wait.
The tablet started buzzing at the appointed time. Kamal was ready. He had been spent the last hour sitting on the bed watching the clock on the face of the table count down to zero. At the appointed time, the tablet lit up:
“Please walk down the corridor and through the security door. Please follow the next corridor to the end. The door at the end will be unlocked. Please enter the room and await further instructions.”
Kamal had been in the room for around 48 hours. He could just about walk, and he felt his mind clearing. The confusion receded a little. It had been replaced by agitation. This place was wrong, Kamal wasn’t supposed to be here. He was, however, glad to be given a chance to leave.
He walked out into the dark corridor and felt his way to the security door. It let him through and Kamal found himself in a well lit room. The room was dominated by a large screen set on the wall on one end. It was showing some text:
“Hello. This is an interactive screen and responds to voice commands.”
“Who are you? Why am I here? Where am I?”
“I am an interactive screen and respond to voice commands. I am programmed with a limited number of responses to your questions. Please speak slowly and clearly.”
Kamal had dealt with customer service bots before. The key was to be clear and unambiguous. “Where am I?”
“You are in a medical facility.”
“Why am I here?”
“You are recuperating from a medical procedure.”
“What medical procedure?”
“You were in stasis. You have been revived.”
Kamal’s confusion returned. Stasis? That was the procedure they had used for the terminally ill. Kamal felt almost a physical jolt as some of his memories came tumbling back. The party, the journey – the upload lottery had come through. He had heard that the transition could be difficult. The laws didn’t allow for two way communication between the Uploaded and the rest. Perhaps this was normal?
“The upload procedure… did it work? Where am I?”
“I am unable to answer that question. You are in a medical facility.”
Kamal felt a sense of dread rising. He had signed up for the procedure as soon as the lottery had come through. Perhaps he was dreaming.
“What do I do next?” Kamal asked.
“You are free to leave. Please keep the tablet with you at all time. Await further instructions.”
Kamal knew that the conversation wasn’t going to go anywhere.
“Where do I go?”
“Please leave this through the door on your right. The exit to the facility is via an escalator at the end of the next corridor.”
“Is there someone I can talk to here?”
“I am programmed with a limited number of responses to your questions. Please speak slowly and clearly.”
Kamal knew he had to leave the facility if there was any hope to getting answers. He looked around the room and saw the shelves lining the walls were stacked with equipment. He saw boxes of the granola bars, some clothes and a sturdy pair of boots that just about fit him. He was still in a hospital gown. He would need to change and gather some supplies before leaving.
After about thirty minutes, Kamal took the elevator. He had found a small pack that he had loaded with granola bars and apples. The elevator creaked upwards before stopping at the only floor marked on the dashboard. Kamal left and walked out into bright sunlight.
The elevator had taken him up to an atrium. Or more accurately, what might have been an atrium. The doors opened on to a wide hall that had been taken over by vines. The sunlight was streaming down through the ruins of a skylight in the ceiling of the atrium. The doors, once made of glass and steel, were shattered and flung open on to a meadow. The atrium looked abandoned and it was quiet.
Kamal checked the tablet to see if something had changed. It remained dark. Kamal walked towards the doors, picking his way through the plants and shrubs that had colonised the concrete of the atrium floor. The sunlight felt good after the hours spent underground.
Kamal made his way out towards the meadow when he saw the girl. She looked like a teenager, perhaps fifteen or sixteen. She had dark brown skin and curly hair cropped close. She wore a loose shirt, a pair of denim trousers and sturdy boots. She stood facing him, mouth open in surprise. Clearly she hadn’t been expecting to see Kamal walk out of that ruined atrium.
“Hello. My name is Kamal. What is your name?”
The girl seemed to gather her thoughts. She took a step backwards but kept her eyes on Kamal.
“Do you speak English?”, it was a ridiculous question and Kamal knew it. But he couldn’t think of anything else to say.
“Yes”, she replied. “My name is Lily.”